Some Poems for you :)

A Girl

I met a girl

a beautiful girl

with a beautiful smile

and gorgeous hair

she radiates sunlite

more that the sun itself

I love her

Much more than myself

I want her to know

from the day that we met

‘til the day that i die

I’ll love her

and this is why

She looks of an angel

she calms me when I cry

she smells just like roses

and I love her

Her name to me

such a sweet lullabye

that brings me life

when I want to die

I love you

I promise

I promise I do

Dont ever forget how much I do

Shattered

My heart

It stopped

It loved

it cared

it hurt

it shattered

My love

was strong

was great 

was fair

was shattered

I love her

she doesn’t

she loves

she does

but not me

she shattered

she shattered me

I still love her

and though its hard

to see her go

to see her with

the man she has

the man she loves

I still love

I still care

I still have a heart

it still beats

but my love

my care

my heart

my life

is shattered

Will this last

will it hurt

sill it stay

in this shattered state

I want her to be happy

I want her safe

I want her taken care of

In every possible way

but I am still shattered

I cannot deny

I love beyond love

I care beyond care

Is this shattered heart beyond repair?

Saved 

He stares into the vastness

He stares into blackness

He begins to lose it

One step at a time

One salty drop

Stings his cheek

His heart almost stops

Not one saw him leap.

He fights back anger

He fights back hate

His distrust lingers

His self chosen fate

Those who listened

Those who cared

Had lied

Had hidden

Gave only despair.

Those tears of sorrow

Those tears of hate

Announced themselves

As pouring rain

He steps outside

Into the musty air

As the sky erupts

His angry cry.

He sits and sheds his final tear

As the rain takes over

He knows the end is near

He sits alone

So hateful

So sad

He wont let go

Of the anger

He has.

He steps forward

Looks at his ending

And sees all those

 Waves dipping under

Before his final 

Booming thunder

He can no longer see Heaven

He feels so close to Hell

It seemed over

He couldn’t take the sorrow

Love he could not borrow.

He looks at the ocean

Quaking with absurd motion

“God I am sorry

I guess I’ll never know”

He jumps,

But does not fall

But there stands tall--

There is a man

In all glory instead

The rain steadies

The boy cries once again

He discovered someone, 

Will always somehow listen

Even when a hatred

Became his symptom 

God saved him

He was to young to die

God has saved so many

And sees to any

Hopeless child

Crying to the sky

We all need the one

To listen

To care

Yes him

The one

Will Love

Will Save

My Redeemer is always there

So I wrote these today, I hope you like them

More coming soon.

Really let me know what you think? 

K? k

-Payden Michael Jolley