Friday, April 13, 2012

Mediocre

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My statement
Against being happy
Against being sad
Maybe it's not perfect
But maybe it's not just right.

I'm somewhere in the middle
Just relaxing
And letting time come by
Trying not to worry
No point in being scared.

So maybe take a break
Try and think of whats coming
Think of where your going.

Don't WORRY

JUST LIVE

Follow Them

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Don't be afraid
Go
Make them come true

n_n

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Don't worry 'bout it n_n

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I can be happy.
Cannot change any of this.
Let it go. Move on.

Why worry about what's already done?
Just go out there and change the future
because what's been done, has been done.

Words of wisdom (or so i like to think)

n_n

-PMJ

Restart?

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If you start over
Could it make a difference?
Or does it matter?



Just a little thought in Haiku form for you n_n

-PMJ

Rinse

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Giving up
Coming towards,
Move on forward
Push me back.
Don’t give in
Losing track.

Never ending
Feel it changing
False faith
Never lasts
Wanting love
Nothing back.
Repeat this dreadful
Record of life
Lost its flavor
Dump the spice.
When it seems
All is getting better

It’s not fine
You live life a lie
Disaster waits
You let it fall
Upon you
You’re lost

Making mistakes
You’re really good at
Breaking hearts
Mine’s always so.
Falling apart
On this broken road,

Of life
Which doesn’t treat well,
Cracked, worn and faded
Just the shape
You left
My heart in.

Rinse.
Repeat.
Start again.
See you soon,
Break me down,
Again.

Like Candy

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I could be a Kit-Kat
You’d then break me in half.
Maybe I’m a Butterfinger,
Slipping from your grasp.
Just like a piece of Candy
A Fast-Break
It’s all I am to you.

I’m that dark chocolate
Been in drawer for days
Getting’ stale so you throw me away.

Give you hugs and kisses
It’s Valentines Day,
Mine just as disposable
Like the chocolate kind.

I could be your skittles
You can taste the rainbow
But to you I’m the sour
Left on the shelf at the store.

Is it clear now,
That the way you treat me,
Like a piece of candy
Is brutal as can be?

Well it’s time to realize.
Go got a cavity
No candy’s going to leave.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Running Alone

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                 I sat prodding my dying fire, the hot white coals gleaming in the harsh darkness of the dense forest.  It made a satisfying crackle and off in the deep forest I heard a eerie howl.  Deciding I should lay down and rest I set more logs on the fire and set out my bed roll on a damp bed of pine needles and crawled inside my toasty warm, down sleeping bag.  Just as I set my head down I heard a twig snap.  I sat up alarmed, my heart pounding faster then I normally preferred.  As I turned in the direction of the noise fear shook my entire being.  Piercing my soul through the foggy night air stared a pair of eerie yellow eyes.  They had found me, all these months in hiding, they had literally sicked their dogs on me.  I could feel the dogs moist breath and smell the fierce stench coming from it’s matted mane.  The beast sneered and bared its yellowed teeth, releasing the wretched smell of rotting flesh.  It lunged forward aiming for my throat, thirsty for new blood.  I reacted with the little strength I had left; I rolled to the side as the dog landed where I lay moments before.  Forcing myself to compose my thoughts I stood and took off running.  I was running without an idea of where I was headed or what I was doing.  Just like any animal my only interest was survival.  The forest turned into a blur as branches slashed across my face.  My feet quickly felt the pains of hunting the night before; my heart thundered inside my chest.  Just as I knew I could not trudge on any longer, my face dripping sweat and blood I felt an abrupt force thrust my body to the muddy earth.  I could smell rancid breath upon my neck and knew I had but little time before sharp teeth would tear into my flesh.  They couldn’t win! They won’t win!  I reached for my knife; it was gone. No! I left it back at the fire, all seemed lost, I grasped at the ground bracing myself for the searing pain of my flesh being viciously torn.  Then I felt my way out, a jagged rock; I only had moments left so I began to clobber the beast’s skull.  It yelped in pain as I slowly beat it, over… and over again, teeth thrashing only inches from my throat.  Dead silence.  I felt the beasts weight bear down upon me.  Somehow I managed to roll it off and rose barely victorious covered; in wet, warm crimson blood from the dogs wound.  I painfully began my way back to the fire.  The air was freezing and seemed to claw at my exposed skin.  About to let the night take me I sighted the glow of my fire in the distance and my heart sank.  Standing there, were at least 20 armed men, tearing through my belongings; looking for me, for their dog I just brutally murdered.  Before I could turn and run a net came dropped over me and nearly in sync something hit me from behind.  My vision went fuzzy, and then; darkness.

To be continued... possibly... 

Looking for an Answer

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Sometimes no matter how hard you try to find one, there just isn't an answer, but you don't always need one.  Know that when the time comes life will be there waiting where you left it.  Though sometimes it seems they don't care they do.  When it seems "the one" will never be "yours" remember that it will work out.  You can always find hope in something.  You can always find joy, even in the darkness.  And whenever you feel so broken down, break down! Pour your heart out to Him and He will listen.  He loves you and always is there.

Answers don't always come in the time we want.
But wait it out
He'll wait with you.

Love,

PMJ

Monday, April 2, 2012

Quote of the day

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"Just Google it. Be Careful." 
-Adrian Ochoa (Second Counselor in the LDS General Young Mens Presidency)

I liked this statement because it just states how
there is so much knowledge accessible to us
online.  We just have to be careful because a lot
of it isn't very good. x_x

I really enjoyed General Conference how about you?
 

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