FALLEN WARRIOR

Sorry this is the first post in a really long time...

And its only a poem :(

I hope you like it....

Here it is:

FALLEN WARRIOR by PMJ

If I could just move on

Might I just stand up?

Tear this bullet out

Not one single care in heart

In mind;

Sometimes not understood

How it could be this way,

I brought myself trouble.

It’s my own fault

Will it be okay?

Of course it will,

I say to myself

But I need time,

Healing must be done.

Lots of it.

Every time I used to think,

My smile spread wide and full.

And now I think my stupid acts,

My soul groans at the pain.

I’m not the man I used to be,

She changed me,

But it wasn’t enough

Was it?

So here I sit in great consultation,

With myself.

Can I do it?

Can I trudge on?

Be strong?

Through this battle and fight,

This war of tear shed,

I’m standing in a red pool of fright.

Scared to find another battle,

And lose it once more.

I can’t do it, not now. . .

Its over,

I’m too sore to move on,

Weary with grief.

My broken soul,

And wounded heart

Have fallen to this new warrior.

I’ve lost the fight,

Have I won the war?

But no it’s merely starting.

I cannot fret,

I shall not die.

Trudge on,

Fight on,

Win.

I’ve lost the battle on this lonely hill,

Over her,

Against him.

But I have more ahead,

I must keep my head high.

The battle has just begun,

I’m the master of this heart of mine,

This heart so loving,

These hands so kind,

But can I find,

Another girl?

Like you?